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Saturday, July 25, 2009
INTENTION I have no idea what your intentions are, but I'll just give you the benefit of the doubt. But believe me when I say that I won't let you treat me the way you did. You may be spouting your sincerity to me, but believe me when I say I don't trust you a single bit. I am pretty sure you are asking yourself whether it was a good decision that you made..hmmm...I don't know..and I am pretty sure you don't trust me either. Maybe your intentions are pure and sincere, but really, are you sincere?? I have no idea. But like I said, I will just give you the benefit of the doubt cause I don't wish to analyse and judge people by the things they do or say. I may have done so in the past, but in this instance, no la, it's just not worth my time, so I will just let it be.. I am putting you at an arm's length. I have no desire to know what is going on in your life. I am sorry, but that's just the facts of life. I have my own and I am looking forward to mine... *shakes head* I no longer want to burden myself with the past. What's done is done and there is no getting past it. Tuesday, July 21, 2009
A SHORT UPDATE Errrrrrr..what to update eh?? Not much as usual. I am so sorry that my blog is getting even more of a bore to read each day...Paiseh leh.. But really, I am clueless as to what to blog about. I don't really want to blog about work cause I have decided that it's off limits. I don't even visit my blog from my laptop at work. Paranoid, I know. But I know they can track what websites I have been visiting, so better play it safe. Other than that, life is same old, same old for me. Nothing new or exciting going on at the moment. All I know is work, tuition, work, tuition, work and more tuition. The other day out of sheer desperation, I almost blogged about my beauty regime, what stuff I use on face etc, etc, but then, I realised that I don't even bother putting on make up to work cause it is pointless when the make up just melts off after a few hours of handling errrr...non-adults. And my face has many flaws, so whats the point of talking about my beauty regime when I barely take care of my face?? Sigh, so after much deliberation, I decided not to go with that topic. So, what else is there to talk about?? Oh yeah!!!!! I have a new cat, her name is HITAM. My mom named her. And surprise, surprise, she is super black from head to toe with only a white on her chest. Well, now I have 3 cats. Kekekekeke.. Okla, lazy to update some more la. I'll talk about HITAM more on my next entry ya?? At least something to write about hor...... Friday, July 10, 2009
SHOCKING SMS Surprise, surprise. Received a sms from the ex-friend again yesterday. Again, as usual, I have absolutely no idea what she means by her sms. Is she trying to be friendly? Is she just asking out of curiosity? Who knows? But I still don't know what to say to her. It is simply too awkward. Too much has happened between us for me to pretend that everything is alright between us. In reality, I think we both know that it won't be the same again. So, if you are reading this, I am sorry, I really have no idea how to even reply your message. Sorry. Tuesday, July 7, 2009
REMEMBERING... Sometimes, I really miss her. But after all that happened, it is not that easy to move on. It is not easy to forgive. Even though we may have forgiven each other, it is that awkwardness that we will feel if we still remain friends. I would have no idea what to say to her and I would not know if I could ever trust her again. I want to reach out to her sometimes but I fear that she will make fun of me like she did before. I want to apologise to her in person but I fear that there is something in me that will still hold a grudge against her. I want to remain friends, but I fear that she is no longer the person I once knew.... Saturday, July 4, 2009
NO MOOD I seriously have no mood to blog nowadays. Plus, with work getting so busy and my schedule packed with tuition after working hours, the only time I have to blog is during the weekends, provided that they are not eaten up by tuition itself. Sigghhhhh..... I have considered closing this blog, but I think for now, I'll just let it be. If I don't blog for months and months, then I will probably close it down. Other than that, I also have no idea what to blog about. No inspiration also. I think ah, I have to try Google man. Seriously. Hurhur..... |