Tuesday, July 7, 2009
REMEMBERING... Sometimes, I really miss her. But after all that happened, it is not that easy to move on. It is not easy to forgive.
Even though we may have forgiven each other, it is that awkwardness that we will feel if we still remain friends. I would have no idea what to say to her and I would not know if I could ever trust her again. I want to reach out to her sometimes but I fear that she will make fun of me like she did before. I want to apologise to her in person but I fear that there is something in me that will still hold a grudge against her. I want to remain friends, but I fear that she is no longer the person I once knew....
yours truly, 4:32 PM
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