BABE, IT'S OKAY...

Babe, it's okay if you sometimes feel lost and you have no idea what you want to achieve.

I myself was lost, trying to find a meaningful and satisfying job. If you remember correctly, I took 2 years...or thereabouts to find what I really wanted to do.

I won't say I am now 100% sure what I want to do. Right now, I will just say that I am about 80% sure..

People always say that the grass is greener on the other side. It may or may not be true. For me, I will keep searching for a job that may not neccessarily make me happy, but MOST important is that I do NOT drag my feet to work.

To me, this is the most important indicator as to whether I will stay long in a job. If you remember correctly, I switch jobs like I switch on lights like that. One month tukar, one month tukar..hahahah...some call me a job hopper but to me, it is ultimately finding the right niche for myself. Others may perceive me to be that way, but hey, this current job is the longest I have stayed and not once have I dragged my feet to work.

This, in itself is a big accomplishment for me you know.. I used to hate going to work when I was working as a secretary. Kept crying in the office. Depressing lei..

But babe, remember, jobs are hard to find now. You may not neccessarily like what you are doing now but I believe that you can persevere. There is nothing wrong if you want to look for other jobs!! Go ahead!! Why not?? Ultimately, it is your happiness that matters.

One advice though, until you have gotten a new job offer, make sure you still have a source of income. That's most important....The worst thing one can be is to be unemployed and incomeless. I was that way since last year. It was really depressing to depend on other people for money...

Don't worry babe, we'll always be there for you...

So, the fasting month begins. I won't deny that I have been cranky the past 2 days, but I guess it is just my body getting used to the fasting.

One good thing though, I don't get gastric that often when I'm fasting. Must be because I am giving my stomach a break from all the digesting....

Anyway ladies, how has your Ramadhan been so far? Good??

I am proud to say that I went for the 1st night of terawih. Gosh! There were so many people. And so many people stayed on to do 20 rakaat and 3 rakaat of witir..

I love going to mosque to do terawih..the environment is just so different...

I remembered asking a friend to go to the mosque to pray with me. Last time, she always gave me excuses on how she has not learned her prayers properly. But I forced her. She was like a rusa masuk kampung gitu...

But, I am glad that I forced her. To show her that prayers are important when you are a Muslim.

I don't know how she is doing right now in terms of prayers, but I do hope she changes for the better in this aspect.

I always believe in the saying, "A family that prays together, stays together."

I am not trying to preach here and I admit that sometimes I myself stray from the righteous path, but I try, try my best to fulfill the 5 compulsory prayers every day. Getting to do the terawih will be a bonus.

So ladies, if we buka together, we go terawih also ok?? Love you all. Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan yang penuh berkat ini.

Let's all work hard to be good Muslims, do good deeds and alwyas remember Allah swt, cause we are NOTHING without him....

Happy 23 months my dear....

No words can express how much and how deeply I love you...

To our future baby..you're all that matters...

I suddenly realised that my blog has not been updated with recent pictures. Hmmmm..I must remember to take more photos.

I suddenly realised that the long weekend is almost over.

I suddenly realised that I am no longer worried about what people think of me.

I have come to the realisation that I don't tolerate hypocrites.

I have come to the realisation that sometimes, people are no longer friends because of a reason.

I have come to the realisation that I don't really care the reason behind her extending a hand of friendship to me. Cause, in my opinion, babe, we ARE NO LONGER FRIENDS. I remember you declaring it yourself.

Tsk. Tsk. Are you going back on your words, or are you actually taking back your words? Remember, I don't forget. So do you apparently right? I think that was what you said...

Oh well, I made a promise to myself not to dwell on my actions or the actions that you have done to me cause it was in the past.

Look forward, look forward!!

Hiya girls!! And man, and to whoever else is reading my blog!! I know you still read my blog doncha?? Heheheh, although you are my silent readers, I appreciate the fact that you still bother to visit my blog after I have changed the address a few times..paiseh, paiseh.. hehehe, anyway, thanks for still visiting my blog ya?? Do feel free to tag me, although, no hate tags ok?? I don't mind making new blogger friends! I even found one through my blog!! Ida!! That's you!! :)

So anyway, first and foremost, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!

I am happy to say that in my 24 years as a Singaporean, I do appreciate the fact that I am born one and I get to enjoy the benefits that come with being a Singaporean. Although we gripe and curse the government most of the time, we cannot deny the fact that the government has been doing an awesome job so far, and they do take care of us!! Remember the GST offset package? the Progress package?

I am glad that the government gives us some money. (I remembered spending the $600 bucks like nobody's business..hehehehe..)

On to other things..today the bf is supposed to perform for NDP right?? Unfortunately, he fell sick la!! So all those Saturdays standing in the hot sun has gone to waste cause he won't even be there!! Aiya..now El and Didi cannot take picture already la...too bad girls..another time eh??

I like drinking vitagen. In fact, I LOVE drinking Vitagen.

Buuuuttttt, NEVER drink Vitagen on an empty stomach or drink 3 bottles at one go.

Cause it will just give you gastric.

Right now, my stomach is protesting over the amount of Vitagen I have inside.

I have to go toilet soon I think....

It's time I 'fess up right? Hahahaha..not yet, not yet, soon ladies.

And you will be the first to know, I promise. No declaration here though.

I promise I'll tell. Soon..

:)